Sunday, February 13, 2011

I am mentally learning how to adjust to the world and how it is suppose to be through my eyes.
May 3, 2010


I am questioning who I am to find out who I am suppose to be.
February 11, 2010

Monday, February 7, 2011

We made a home,
The sort of home you call your own.
I loved it there-
People always coming and going,
It was almost perfect there.
But we had it all taken away-
My things are in boxes,
Gravities could no longer hold us down.
It was having a home
And having it taken away.
I'm scared to go back there.
The porch will never sit the same-
I'll never be the same.

We moved by the river,
Foxes for neighbors.
But there is still a weight
Resting on my bones,
I still think about that home.
A place I found to finally call my own.
I hope the memories fade away,
Fast away.
I feel sad having had it taken away.

Place to place
I've found I've gone,
But all I want
Is a home of my own
A simple life,
With a clock that ticks slow.
A place for dreams to grow,
A place to call my own.

In three months time
I'll move far to the west.
Maybe then I'll unpack the boxes
Begin to live.
I have this whole story written-
Where the mountains are higher
The sky wider
The lakes deeper
And a home to build.
A place with lots of people,
The good kind of people.
Then I'll start my life new,
Free from the fears I've found here-
Let go of lies.
Then
There I'll start to truly live my life.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Bottled in your face
The pain-
The glory-
I can always see it there.
It is what I fear my dear,
Your never really near.

Smiles hide the tears
You and I
Know
Are captured there.
Its what you fear
That was never really there.

So we come
And together we go.
Will we ever be able to let go?
Of what was near
That we thought was always there?